july 19th (3)

july 19th (3)

he's unsorted. unabashed. formal with his emotions. unashamed. vulnerable worn as a sash on thunderous days. sport a badge of honor stained with the blood of cain. what's her name? love lost. lust loves to come in gangs. my father never asked if i'm ok. he told me he forgave me for what we brang. [...]

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when hercules jumped into river styx

when hercules jumped into river styx

KILL OR BE BROKEN. KILL OR BE ME killed in combat over and over killing disease killed in disguise killed when i sleep killed in my dreams, killed cause I'm weak attracting spiritually broken, they see healer in me chill in my bones. killing me slowly, kiss me. it's frozen feeling the breeze. or is [...]

vanish

I'm the saddest man on the planet dulcet zones become eruptions of death memorizing vocal tones, or numbing distress most ballads, hit home, requiem out of balance such a synergistic release comes from, this basket of malice ill have it to here - 22oz black coffee french press sinning continuously, in her black coffee sun [...]

fötter day

you can hear the... suburbia chime, zirconia vertebrae. pearly white spine glass thrown in stone houses, regular suburbia night whirring, rewind. chronicled childhood in olive drab paint monocle glass. wormwood and bottles of shawshank. dissolute solitude, wanderer who wallows in maze en route. delay for tomorrow. never promised today virgin diary. anne frank. marie curie [...]

to miss P

it was a matter of why. statuesque beauty over vodka and wine hourglass figurine. when you come around it becomes tough to tell time seductress stolichnaya. brunette, bridal, bohemian it's cruel how without even trying you leave me in a state of dreams where I'm hardly breathing at the Gala. a seamstress couldn't replicate your [...]

delicate skin: negative print 

who's barely   intact. two hundred thousand nails puncture veins in my back whether not they're human or metal remains to be asked  yellowpages. your name severs sapience. saps like heavens angels. vessels fray then collapse lord father, elevate us. why'm i so fixated on the past separate fact from fiction. eradicate my relapse rehabilitation [...]

AA4564

i feel  so disconnected. pictures of stars are trillions of seconds old heliocentric. we spend our time wishing we could revisit a setting i could see it in decimals. each dot a pause in a sentence hold my hand, avalanche. bring me the check when you're finished mezzanine at the theater, velvet seamstress, madam Gutierrez [...]

skylit lighthouse

skylit lighthouse

we spent an hour alone watching our eyes meet our lips my revolvers extinct. extinguishing meandering thought cradled across indifference right into addiction deference to malice. rosebud digitalis reborn grin. while I think about things I haven't before soaked in grimace and gin while I'm singing along philosophers physics. you had me at 'gone' underneath [...]

Robot. I’m a. robot. 

I map out entire existences in the blink of an eye. I could hire statisticians for the things I'd describe. Statistical paralysis. Analysis by analytics. It's lonely in the library, & things considered semi-cryptic. focused on the binary, I do the math on how to rule you. it's crucial, at worst. at best, it's the crest's [...]